Im so fucking sick of everything and being overwhelmed by everything.
This is the 3rd and final post(maybe) - The ending of the 4 years in Hell. Ill just jump right in and say, I was grounded my entire 11th grade school year and summer. I mean no tv, no radio. I had homework and my room. So i read a lot. I read My Sisters... Continue Reading →
There wasnt a second option.... Until there was.
Anxiety: Is literally different for every person. Yes, The "signs and symptoms" may be theoretically the same or follow a pattern for diagnosis but each person is still different. Google Definition of Anxiety: "A feeling of apprehension and fear, characterized by physical symptoms such as palpitations, sweating, and feelings of stress. " Mayo Clinics Web... Continue Reading →
The link below is an article, not written by me. But it does a beautiful job of expressing my feelings. Feel free to read it and let me know what you think about the article. I know for me, i felt like i had disappointed my father for a long time but i know now... Continue Reading →
What do you do when a loved one dies and you are not ready to let go? Well, I thought I had this figured out. I thought Id be spreading my dads ashes somewhere and letting go of him. Today I had my weekly therapy session. Today I took my dads ashes with me. Today,... Continue Reading →
This is my Mother, me and my Father. You see that picture up there? I don't remember those smiles. The times of happiness. The times of having my mother and dad together. They spil9up before I was three. I was told a few versions of why amd how it happened. But to be honest, none... Continue Reading →
Happy National Rainbow Baby Day!AUGUST 22ND A Baby born after a loss, still, miscarriage. Ronin is our rainbow baby. August 19th, 2016 i found i was pregnant with him. It was terrifying and filled with worry if i would lose him. But he made it. He stuck, and he came earth side and has grown... Continue Reading →