Not my words.

The link below is an article, not written by me. But it does a beautiful job of expressing my feelings. Feel free to read it and let me know what you think about the article. I know for me, i felt like i had disappointed my father for a long time but i know now... Continue Reading →

Ashes to Ashes

What do you do when a loved one dies and you are not ready to let go? Well, I thought I had this figured out. I thought Id be spreading my dads ashes somewhere and letting go of him. Today I had my weekly therapy session. Today I took my dads ashes with me. Today,... Continue Reading →

Plans Change

This is my Mother, me and my Father. You see that picture up there? I don't remember those smiles. The times of happiness. The times of having my mother and dad together. They spil9up before I was three. I was told a few versions of why amd how it happened. But to be honest, none... Continue Reading →

Crazy Thoughts

Most days are normal. Most days follow suit with the plan. However- some days there are little reminders that tear my heart apart. I'm reminded of my fathers death. I'm reminded of that night walking into to his room, calling 911... the funeral... and the four years that followed. I'm reminded that my children don't... Continue Reading →

Toxic Relationships Wake Up Call

Now, I'm not a professional. I am simply a 24 year old who has some experience with this subject so everything will be from my point of view. Toxic relationships are not limited to boyfriends/girlfriends or spouses. They included family members too. That saying blood is thicker than water is wrong. Just because someone is... Continue Reading →

My dad.

Yesterday was fathers day.This day, since his death has never held much meaning to me. Ive not been sad or mad, just not affected.However, yesterday that changed.Yesterday I cried so much I got a headache. At first I was mad for feeling this way. But now I can see that after almost 11 years, Im... Continue Reading →

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