The link below is an article, not written by me. But it does a beautiful job of expressing my feelings.
Feel free to read it and let me know what you think about the article.
I know for me, i felt like i had disappointed my father for a long time but i know now that he would be very proud of every choice I’ve made so far in life. I’ve come so far in my mental health and done well to tear away a lot of the trauma some of my “family” caused me.