It has been 3 years since I had my miscarriage.
Id like to say that it doesn’t weigh on me at times or that I don’t think about it. However, I do. More than I’d like to admit. I am so very thankful for my children. I am thankful for Damien and having him by surprise and thankful for Ronin for helping me move on some from the miscarriage.
For women who go through this situation multiple times, my heart goes out to you. You are so very strong and brave for living day to day with this type of loss.
So many of you don’t get to be upset especially if its early on or you have a baby following a miscarriage… well, they are wrong.
I have a hard time reading stories or watching movies if a miscarriage is involved. Its a life event that I buried, and didn’t talk about to really anyone. No one really knew we were pregnant and in reality we had only know for a bit over a week ourselves.
This isnt a pity post, or a cry or pray for me post. Its just to let you know you are not alone. You are allowed to grieve this event and child however you wish to.
You lost a baby, and that is something that isn’t easily moved on from.
I expected to have that baby, but the universe had other plans.